12/25/06
Eschatology 2
So how do you know you are going to be with God in heaven at physical death? By having been with God in heaven now while still in the flesh. By striving for attaining to the realization of Real I within you. By valuing the ascent from Imaginary 'I' to Real I. By first realizing Observing I (which emerges out of developed Magnetic Center, which is something you had to value developing, even as you didn't know it was happening, but you valued the process, the higher influences, the learning of new activities, and you didn't get defeated by the separation from the world it causes). Then by degree, via self-remembering and non-identifying, moving through higher dimensions of time inward and upward, through the chaos of lower centers and through the friction brought to you by having higher energy in you. And seeing that alongside this you develop a high valuation for the actual Word of God. Before you were in contact with God's General Revelation, the Book of Nature and all higher B Influences that have some degree of God's influence in them. Then you make contact with God's Special Revelation which is His actual Word, the Old and New Testaments. It challenges your level of being, but you stay with it. Through all the mocking and tempting of the world and your own inner Old Man - vanity, worldly pride, rebellious self-will - you maintain a belief in what is real and true and stand by it and stand on it as your foundation. Even when the world thinks you're a fool, you know better and act on it. So you have these experiences of individual eschatological acts. Of vertical - now - emerging from linear, horizontal time upward towards God within you. Conscious shocks. This is evidence you are truly going somewhere at physical death other than recurrence in the same time.
